About her assailant. Probably about identifying him and tracking him down and maybe even neutralizing him. Of course she is. Jasnah's mind never stops for a second, even after being stabbed.
There's nowhere good for him to sit close by, so he leans a hip against the edge of the divan, by her feet. Lightly, hesitant to make himself at home here.
"You should be focusing on... resting." Again: not a physician, not even close. Still, he feels like the surgeon would back him up on this. "It doesn't matter who it was. He can't get to you here."
A dismissive snort turns into a pained groan. Okay, right, sharp percussive breathing — even the derisive kind — should be avoided. Jasnah shifts uncomfortable where she is, hating the sensation of being laid out like laundry left to dry. She craves an upright posture. Or, at least, the illusion of control captured within such posture.
Another swallow of water. Another attempt to draw stormlight. Another failure. Whatever she's thinking about now, it's all in an effort to avoid thinking about Ivory. If something happened to him—
"Determining who he was will help determine why he did it."
How can she rest? Ivory is missing and she can't heal and someone bided their time that whole storming sail just to make their move now and oh she's feeling queasy again. Another swallow of water.
"And you can't possibly be certain that he can't get to us here."
You, Verso specifically said, not us. Not to brag, but he's not in any danger of being killed any time soon. She does have a bit of a point, considering that he can't really say I'll protect you with any believability anymore. He didn't protect her. He stood there uselessly, just like he did while Alicia inhaled so much smoke that her vocal cords burned.
"You think he's going to bust down the bakery door to get to you?" He raises a skeptical eyebrow. Seems... unlikely. "He attacked you in an alleyway while you were unawares."
Monoco would call that sort of move cowardly. 'Unbefitting of a warrior'. Verso's a dirty fighter, so he can see the value in it—but he still doubts that someone who would do that is going to face her again. Not when she'll be expecting it this time.
The stress of focusing on that is only going to make things worse. To change the subject, he says, "Eat your pastry."
She thinks the prospect of busting down the bakery door to get to her is made all the more likely if whatever happened to Ivory (there it is, that pang of prescient grief) was intentional. So long as she can't use stormlight, they're sitting chickens.
In fact, she's about to underline this specific hitch to Verso but finds herself staring dumbfounded at him instead. Did he just use the imperative tense with her? Granted, she suspects he's used it before too. But just now, just like this, it somehow feels more pointed. More, well, imperative.
Stubbornly — but slowly this time — she leans forward to swap her water cup for the pastry.
"Where's Jochi?"
— The fact that she's asking this question and not already inferring its answer based on circumstances and time of day? Yeah, she's off her game.
Verso watches her pick up the pastry, nodding in approval. Good job following instructions for what is probably the first time ever. First time following his instructions, at any rate. He picks up his, too, his avoidance of at-sea rations coming back to bite him now. Hunger stirs in his stomach for the first time in days. The pastry is good, but he finds himself feeling somewhat disappointed. It's not a 1:1 recreation of the croissants from the little patisserie he loved so much, so it was always going to be a disappointment.
"Well," he says, "a patisserie does need to sell to customers to stay open."
So, obviously, he's selling pastries to customers right now. Vaguely annoyed that she's asking for Jochi when he's right here (but trying very hard to hide it), he asks, "Why? What do you need?"
How does she explain that she's curious to get a more studied look at a colleague with whom she's only ever contacted via spanreed? Or at the very least, stumble through a barely-articulated apology for bringing chaos down on his livelihood.
"I regret putting him at risk."
A shake of her head, and then she takes a small bite. Her appetite isn't there, but she makes a solid effort to appreciate the craftsmanship. Although she's considerably less appreciative of the crumbs. Then again, at this rate, she's little more than a tall smudge of salt water, grime, and dried blood.
— He's not much better, now that she starts to focus on details. Is that her blood on his shirt? Must be. Her throat tightens. She'd be dead without him. Certainly, entirely, unequivocally dead. It would have stuck, this time. She's convinced.
Instead of thanking Verso, she takes another bite. Her mouth twists into a grimace while she chews. Ultimately, the craftsmanship is lost on her today.
"...How bad was it?" She holds her not-croissant in her right hand, but hovers her left over the bandaged wound.
"What, the pastry?" Verso asks, playing dumb. "I actually thought it was pretty good."
He's already polished off most of it, and although it was relatively small, it's still more than he's eaten during their sea voyage between his minimal appetite, forgoing food to give it to Jasnah, and the generally shitty quality of cuisine.
There's a pointed pause, like he's considering not going down this conversational path. It doesn't seem helpful to dwell on it when it's only just happened, but—
She remembers the white-hot instant when an insignificant detail grew to be a killer in an alley. She remembers pain, different to what she feels now, and a headiness that's so so similar. She remembers Verso telling her you're okay.
She remembers the way the knife felt leaving her body. Its sudden negative pressure so unlike the last time, when she'd at least had stormlight to sustain her until she could pull it out. She remembers tangled fingers and a string of words she can only assume were curses. None of it exists in its proper order, she suspects, including a flicker of a sword in his hand...
— Her heart clenches yet again. Did her bond with Ivory somehow break? Is he out there, as close to dead as spren get?
"Not much after we made it to Jochi's. Before that, it's...jumbled."
And most of it is him. Verso's shoulders propping her up, Verso's palm keeping her insides inside, Verso's bad lies that make the better lies harder to spot, Verso's — sword. Yes, again she thinks there was a sword. Her brows knit.
Ugh. She can't finish her pastry. Nausea grips her again, and her solution is to hold out what's left. Almost all of it, minus two small bites. As if she wants him to put it back on the table for her. As if she's hoping the gesture alone will be enough to keep him from insisting he eat more.
Makes sense. The initial surge of adrenaline would have kept her coherent enough for the first part, but it must have worn off by the time they got to Jochi's. She'd definitely seemed less compos mentis at that point, notable for how rare it is for her to not seem entirely in control of her faculties. Entirely in control of everything.
He takes the little piece of pastry, placing it on the edge of the end table where she can still reach it. Maybe in a few minutes he'll encourage her to finish, but not now.
"It all happened so fast."—A burning building, the smell of smoke, the sound of screams. It all happened so fast, he couldn't save her—"...I'm sorry." He hangs his head, shamefaced. "I was too slow." As always.
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Reasonable absolution rises to her tongue. You're not a guardsman, or your offer of protection only covered the nights — but even on her best days Jasnah does not waste breath on truths that won't change outcomes. What happened was a chain of failures, each link reaching back farther than the alleys, farther than the voyage, likely all the way to Kharbranth. If blame were to be tallied, she suspects her ledger would be the longest.
Bracing herself for the inevitable flare of pain, Jasnah shift. It's an inelegant, halting shuffle of knees and hips as she angles her body along the divan, making a long, narrow triangle of space beside her. It costs her, but she makes the space anyway. Then a pointed tilt of her chin: sit down. His hovering irritates her. The height difference irritates her. She refuses to crane her neck to speak to him like an invalid petitioning a healer.
"Without you, I would have bled out on the cobblestones."
And that's all she allows herself to say about it.
Verso is reluctant to burden (and/or irritate further) Jasnah with his emotions, so he doesn't say anything more on the topic, even though 'not dead' doesn't seem like nearly enough to have accomplished. There's a lot of suffering in between life and death, and he didn't shield her from it at all. Sometimes he wonders if Alicia wouldn't have preferred to die in the fire, but that's such an awful thought he can't linger on it for too long.
He perches on the edge of the seat, trying not to take up too much space. It's already not nearly spacious enough for someone recuperating from attempted murder.
"I don't think that's true," he says, eyes miserable but mouth curling up slightly anyway. "I think you would have crawled all the way here if it meant not letting an assassin get his way."
What a farce that would have been! Dragging herself, bloodied, through the streets. Her expression sort of sneers. Not at him, but at the absurdity of the hypothetical. She understands how the absurdity is the point, almost to the point of humour. So she smooths her sneer into a thin line and a huff of breath.
One, two minutes pass. A minor eternity, spent focused on staying steady and adjusting to this slight new angle to her posture. At some point, she wants to talk to him about her missing stormlight. But just thinking about the problem makes her heartbeat catch in her chest.
She looks down at her hand. Tightens it into a fist. Imagines holding a spanreed. And she realizes that holding the spanreed won't be the challenge, but rather sitting up at a table and leaning over a steady surface won't be a straightforward task.
"I'm going to need you to contact Urithiru for me."
Verso recognizes that this is probably something Jasnah hates asking him to do, but it is so ridiculously not a big deal in his eyes that it's hard to empathize too much. It's writing a letter. The only thing she'll need to be worried about is his penmanship. Which is excellent, by the way!
"All right," he says, getting up only to crouch and start going through their (minimal) inventory. "Did you bring that magic pen of yours with you?"
"Spanreeds aren't magic," she corrects, "they're science."
Sure, Jan.
"And the one we've got won't suffice. Its not paired to a pen in Urithiru."
...For your own health and wellness, Verso, don't ask her to explain the science behind conjoined fabrials. All that's relevant is that any given spanreed can only communicate one-to-one, not one-to-many. The spanreed in her satchel is paired with a spanreed at a communication hub in Tashikk. There, an intermediary recieves a message and forwards it to another Tashikk-connected spanreed. Spoiler alert, this is also how you jerryrig a Rosharan group chat. Long story still kinda long: Jasnah doesn't trust her bribed Tashiik intermediaries with this kind of message.
"Tell Jochi we need to borrow his. The one he uses to contact me. With any luck, someone will be monitoring my spanreeds back in the tower."
It's a terribly unlikely outcome. But one she'd like to try all the same.
Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic, but unfortunately, Clarke was about 60 years away from saying that when Verso was created, so he's unfamiliar with the quote. All the same, he just shoots her a skeptical look about it being 'science'.
Feeling like a gofer, he heads downstairs to bother Jochi for his spanreed (in the drawer in his bedroom). Once he has the magic—I mean scientific—pen in hand, he procures a sheet of paper as well, settling down at the table adjacent to Jasnah. The reed hovers over the paper, and he asks, "What should it say?"
This is tricky. First, Jasnah considers who is most likely to go snooping among her spanreeds if she suddenly went missing. Navani, she thinks. No one else would have the gall or access.
"Encountered interference en route. Situation contained. Remain in place; no intervention required. Allies," she pauses, "...sufficient."
She does feel a pang of guilt for the possibility of putting her mother through this hell again. All the more reason to unequivocal in her message.
"Whatever else you hear, I am fine. I will report in full once circumstances permit."
She leans her head back on the rounded bolster of the divan. Too telling? Too vague? Surely, if trouble is on its way to Urithiru, this message alone will raise enough alarm bells. And if trouble already found the tower...well. Jasnah's expression blanks.
"Twist the gem. Its partner will light up in my quarters back in the tower. If at any point this one starts blinking? Tell me. Wake me, if you must."
Verso follows her instructions, penning: Encountered interference en route. Situation contained. Remain in place; no intervention required. Allies VERY sufficient.
Close enough. He holds up the paper to show her the missive written out in his nice—if overly ornate—penmanship, then sets it and the reed down.
"Any other errands for Her Majesty?" He's teasing. He doesn't really mind. It feels good to accomplish something useful, to have helped her in some small way even when he failed her in a much larger way.
— He's fortunate that the parchment is held just far enough away, and her brain is just fuzzy enough that she doesn't try and track every word of every line. Huh. Instead, she processes the message as a whole. In particular, his handwriting. Too pretty to ever be mistaken for hers, but far far far better than any ward she's ever considered.
She's nearly about to tell him so — pain and exhaustion evaporating portions of her customary filter, so that she almost praises his penmanship. Her mouth opens, the secret is almost out, but then he asks any other errands for Her Majesty? and short-circuits the compliment completely.
"That'll do." For now goes unsaid. "Just — stay. For a bit."
As if she otherwise expects him to cut himself loose. As if she doesn't realize he's been keeping vigil this whole time.
He was never going to leave her—not hours after her stabbing; it has little to do with any fondness he feels toward her and more to do with the fact that it would be an awful thing to do—but he doesn't say so, just pulls back out the deck of cards, a quarter of them already decorated on the back now, and gets to work passing the time by drawing on them. It's detailed, intricate work, and he often leans in close to etch a design just right. He'd never felt the same passion for art that he does music, but that doesn't mean he dislikes it. Not when he's doing it because he wants to, instead of because he feels like he has to.
Verso works in silence for a few minutes, figuring that although she'd asked him to stay, it doesn't mean she has any interest in hearing him talk. She's probably tired. Half-conscious, still. Not enough blood flowing to her brain to tolerate whatever he has to say.
He does, however, eventually say, "There's a physician a few streets over. You should let him take a look at you."
Idly, she watches him work. Laid up like she is, she only has to turn her head just so to keep a decent vantage on his current activities. Although it does take her a moment to identify what's keeping him busy. Had he looked this intent and absorbed when he'd first crafted their cards?
But eventually the angle of her neck starts to bother her. And with a grumble, she tilts her head in the opposite side as if trying to stretch out a knot. At the same time, she raises her left hand to press into a muscle just there, her posture clearly unaccustomed to half-lying and half-sitting. This motion only serves to remind her that her safehand glove is still caked with dried blood. It crusts and crumbles, and Jasnah sucks in a disgusted breath through her teeth.
So, that's why she's carefully working the glove off her hand when Verso mentions the surgeon. She glances back over at the same time as she's flexing her bare fingers. Remarkably clean, thanks to the glove — which she's laid crumpled in her lap for the time being.
"No," is her plain and simple answer. "If things take a turn for the worse? Maybe, yes. But if someone wants to finish the job, they'll be watching clinics closely."
His eyes only drift over her bare hand for a moment before they return to his work. It's notable, maybe, that she's taken her glove off, but he's not sure what it signifies. If anything. A feeling of comfort with him? (Maybe he's been cousin-zoned so hard that she no longer finds it objectionable to bare her left hand in front of him.) Or, perhaps, she's so tired that she no longer cares.
The surgeon could make a house call for a queen, he's sure, but that would involve admitting that she's a queen—which is another thing he's sure she won't be willing to do. He tables it for now; if she gets worse, she won't have the option to avoid the doctor, because he'll drag her there willingly or not.
There's another pause, silent save for the scribbling of his pencil. Then:
"Want me to wash your glove?" He needs to do his shirt, anyway.
She tracks the point on her wrist where the glove hem had ended, leaving a pinkish smudge on her skin where blood had seeped. It's everywhere, she realizes. Dark, stiff stains in her skirts. Lighter, blush-like smudges tracked elsewhere. Despite having been the first to arrive after her father's assassination, it hadn't been a bloody scene. Gavilar had been killed with a shardblade, and those don't cut the physical body but the cognitive soul. There was no blood. Just burned out eyes.
She supposes it would have been bloody for Elhokar. No one had wanted to tell her, of course, but she had eventually tracked down a witness statement from one of the Bridge Four Windrunners: the traitor Moash has stabbed a spear through the young king's chest once, and then repeatedly through an eye.
She turns her hands around, comparing the dirt on and under her right hand's fingernails to the relative pristine state of her left.
"—Hm?" Verso had asked her something. She waits a second, hoping an echoic memory might fill in the detail. Oh. "Yes. I'd appreciate it."
What a strange paradox it is! To feel a mild jolt of fascination — even at a time like this — because of how mundanely he treats being in the room with her ungloved safehand. Like, his boredom with the idea is half the appeal. Or maybe that's the blood loss talking.
Okay, then. He sets the pencil down and makes his way over to the divan, reaching down to pluck the glove away. It's gone from slick and sticky to flaky and dried now. Deeply unpleasant, he's sure, which is probably why Jasnah took it off in the first place.
He notes the streaks of blood crusting on her skin, so when he heads into the kitchen area to use the sink—provided that sinks exist in Stormlight?? Help—he first wets a cloth and brings it back to her, holding it out.
"Here," he says, handing it to her. "To wash off with."
He absconds to the little kitchenette after that, soaking her glove and his shirt together. He could go back to the sitting room, but sitting casually shirtless near Jasnah while she doesn't even care to look seems like an ego blow that he's not prepared to handle at the moment. She could look now if she really wanted to, if she craned her neck just the right way, but he doesn't have to glance over to know that she isn't. After all, she'd seemed shockingly uninterested in his bathing.
"Jochi has a"—magic pen—"spanreed to contact you," he calls after a moment, thoughtful. Not only is he literate, but he converses with the queen. "He's a friend of yours?"
Jasnah takes the cloth with a soundless exhale — as if the act of accepting help costs her something she refuses to name. She works methodically: fingers, palm, wrist. She even scrubs briefly at her cheek, her forehead, knowing she'd touched her face at some point during the debacle. She doesn't look toward the kitchenette. Doesn't need to. She knows exactly where he is by sound alone.
"A friend?" she echoes, tone dry as she works through how to answer. "Something like it."
She shifts, just enough to brace herself against the back of the divan as she cleans the last of the blood from the inside of her right wrist. Her breaths are shallower now — but controlled. Deliberate. The discipline of someone who refuses to let her own body see her falter, even as it screams for her to slow down even now.
"Jochi is..." She pauses, searching for a word that doesn't imply weakness or affection. The word Veristitalian shouldn't mean anything to Verso, so she avoids it entirely. "A respected colleague. We wrote under the same master."
Another pass of the cloth down her forearm.
"He and I have exchanged arguments for a decade. Philosophy, political theory. He's corrected me when I deserved it. In return, I kept his secret that my sister-scholar was not a sister at all."
A beat. A soft decline of her gaze to the blood on the cloth. Jochi deserves better than being hauled into this mess. Arguably, inviting even Verso into the truth is a step too far.
Of course, what she describes is exactly, precisely, entirely a friend.
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"Exchanged arguments," Verso repeats, pulling his shirt from the water. There's still a faint red stain right in the center, but it's less noticeable than before. He scrubs aggressively at what remains with soap. It's probably never going to come out altogether. A pity; he'd liked this shirt.
"You mean you're pen pals."
She might try to dress it up academically, but he knows a friendship when he sees one. No one keeps up a purely scholarly correspondence for a decade. Even Jasnah.
"I get it." He rubs harder at the stain. "He's your Monoco." No elaboration there.
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About her assailant. Probably about identifying him and tracking him down and maybe even neutralizing him. Of course she is. Jasnah's mind never stops for a second, even after being stabbed.
There's nowhere good for him to sit close by, so he leans a hip against the edge of the divan, by her feet. Lightly, hesitant to make himself at home here.
"You should be focusing on... resting." Again: not a physician, not even close. Still, he feels like the surgeon would back him up on this. "It doesn't matter who it was. He can't get to you here."
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Another swallow of water. Another attempt to draw stormlight. Another failure. Whatever she's thinking about now, it's all in an effort to avoid thinking about Ivory. If something happened to him—
"Determining who he was will help determine why he did it."
How can she rest? Ivory is missing and she can't heal and someone bided their time that whole storming sail just to make their move now and oh she's feeling queasy again. Another swallow of water.
"And you can't possibly be certain that he can't get to us here."
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"You think he's going to bust down the bakery door to get to you?" He raises a skeptical eyebrow. Seems... unlikely. "He attacked you in an alleyway while you were unawares."
Monoco would call that sort of move cowardly. 'Unbefitting of a warrior'. Verso's a dirty fighter, so he can see the value in it—but he still doubts that someone who would do that is going to face her again. Not when she'll be expecting it this time.
The stress of focusing on that is only going to make things worse. To change the subject, he says, "Eat your pastry."
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In fact, she's about to underline this specific hitch to Verso but finds herself staring dumbfounded at him instead. Did he just use the imperative tense with her? Granted, she suspects he's used it before too. But just now, just like this, it somehow feels more pointed. More, well, imperative.
Stubbornly — but slowly this time — she leans forward to swap her water cup for the pastry.
"Where's Jochi?"
— The fact that she's asking this question and not already inferring its answer based on circumstances and time of day? Yeah, she's off her game.
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"Well," he says, "a patisserie does need to sell to customers to stay open."
So, obviously, he's selling pastries to customers right now. Vaguely annoyed that she's asking for Jochi when he's right here (but trying very hard to hide it), he asks, "Why? What do you need?"
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How does she explain that she's curious to get a more studied look at a colleague with whom she's only ever contacted via spanreed? Or at the very least, stumble through a barely-articulated apology for bringing chaos down on his livelihood.
"I regret putting him at risk."
A shake of her head, and then she takes a small bite. Her appetite isn't there, but she makes a solid effort to appreciate the craftsmanship. Although she's considerably less appreciative of the crumbs. Then again, at this rate, she's little more than a tall smudge of salt water, grime, and dried blood.
— He's not much better, now that she starts to focus on details. Is that her blood on his shirt? Must be. Her throat tightens. She'd be dead without him. Certainly, entirely, unequivocally dead. It would have stuck, this time. She's convinced.
Instead of thanking Verso, she takes another bite. Her mouth twists into a grimace while she chews. Ultimately, the craftsmanship is lost on her today.
"...How bad was it?" She holds her not-croissant in her right hand, but hovers her left over the bandaged wound.
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He's already polished off most of it, and although it was relatively small, it's still more than he's eaten during their sea voyage between his minimal appetite, forgoing food to give it to Jasnah, and the generally shitty quality of cuisine.
There's a pointed pause, like he's considering not going down this conversational path. It doesn't seem helpful to dwell on it when it's only just happened, but—
"What do you remember?" he asks first.
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She remembers the white-hot instant when an insignificant detail grew to be a killer in an alley. She remembers pain, different to what she feels now, and a headiness that's so so similar. She remembers Verso telling her you're okay.
She remembers the way the knife felt leaving her body. Its sudden negative pressure so unlike the last time, when she'd at least had stormlight to sustain her until she could pull it out. She remembers tangled fingers and a string of words she can only assume were curses. None of it exists in its proper order, she suspects, including a flicker of a sword in his hand...
— Her heart clenches yet again. Did her bond with Ivory somehow break? Is he out there, as close to dead as spren get?
"Not much after we made it to Jochi's. Before that, it's...jumbled."
And most of it is him. Verso's shoulders propping her up, Verso's palm keeping her insides inside, Verso's bad lies that make the better lies harder to spot, Verso's — sword. Yes, again she thinks there was a sword. Her brows knit.
Ugh. She can't finish her pastry. Nausea grips her again, and her solution is to hold out what's left. Almost all of it, minus two small bites. As if she wants him to put it back on the table for her. As if she's hoping the gesture alone will be enough to keep him from insisting he eat more.
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"Yeah, it's... a little jumbled for me, too."
Every moment interspersed with visions of Julie, or less frequently the other Expeditioners who've wetted his hands with their blood. He only remembers some of their names, their faces. After a while, it all starts to blur together. Maybe he'd even wanted it to. It's easier when he can't remember that Louis had a daughter he'd hoped to get home to, that Céline flirted wildly but was too shy to even kiss him.
He takes the little piece of pastry, placing it on the edge of the end table where she can still reach it. Maybe in a few minutes he'll encourage her to finish, but not now.
"It all happened so fast."—A burning building, the smell of smoke, the sound of screams. It all happened so fast, he couldn't save her—"...I'm sorry." He hangs his head, shamefaced. "I was too slow." As always.
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Bracing herself for the inevitable flare of pain, Jasnah shift. It's an inelegant, halting shuffle of knees and hips as she angles her body along the divan, making a long, narrow triangle of space beside her. It costs her, but she makes the space anyway. Then a pointed tilt of her chin: sit down. His hovering irritates her. The height difference irritates her. She refuses to crane her neck to speak to him like an invalid petitioning a healer.
"Without you, I would have bled out on the cobblestones."
And that's all she allows herself to say about it.
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He perches on the edge of the seat, trying not to take up too much space. It's already not nearly spacious enough for someone recuperating from attempted murder.
"I don't think that's true," he says, eyes miserable but mouth curling up slightly anyway. "I think you would have crawled all the way here if it meant not letting an assassin get his way."
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One, two minutes pass. A minor eternity, spent focused on staying steady and adjusting to this slight new angle to her posture. At some point, she wants to talk to him about her missing stormlight. But just thinking about the problem makes her heartbeat catch in her chest.
She looks down at her hand. Tightens it into a fist. Imagines holding a spanreed. And she realizes that holding the spanreed won't be the challenge, but rather sitting up at a table and leaning over a steady surface won't be a straightforward task.
"I'm going to need you to contact Urithiru for me."
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"All right," he says, getting up only to crouch and start going through their (minimal) inventory. "Did you bring that magic pen of yours with you?"
Spanreed, magic pen, whatever.
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Sure, Jan."And the one we've got won't suffice. Its not paired to a pen in Urithiru."
...For your own health and wellness, Verso, don't ask her to explain the science behind conjoined fabrials. All that's relevant is that any given spanreed can only communicate one-to-one, not one-to-many. The spanreed in her satchel is paired with a spanreed at a communication hub in Tashikk. There, an intermediary recieves a message and forwards it to another Tashikk-connected spanreed. Spoiler alert, this is also how you jerryrig a Rosharan group chat. Long story still kinda long: Jasnah doesn't trust her bribed Tashiik intermediaries with this kind of message.
"Tell Jochi we need to borrow his. The one he uses to contact me. With any luck, someone will be monitoring my spanreeds back in the tower."
It's a terribly unlikely outcome. But one she'd like to try all the same.
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Feeling like a gofer, he heads downstairs to bother Jochi for his spanreed (in the drawer in his bedroom). Once he has the magic—I mean scientific—pen in hand, he procures a sheet of paper as well, settling down at the table adjacent to Jasnah. The reed hovers over the paper, and he asks, "What should it say?"
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"Encountered interference en route. Situation contained.
Remain in place; no intervention required. Allies," she pauses, "...sufficient."
She does feel a pang of guilt for the possibility of putting her mother through this hell again. All the more reason to unequivocal in her message.
"Whatever else you hear, I am fine. I will report in full once circumstances permit."
She leans her head back on the rounded bolster of the divan. Too telling? Too vague? Surely, if trouble is on its way to Urithiru, this message alone will raise enough alarm bells. And if trouble already found the tower...well. Jasnah's expression blanks.
"Twist the gem. Its partner will light up in my quarters back in the tower. If at any point this one starts blinking? Tell me. Wake me, if you must."
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Remain in place; no intervention required. Allies VERY sufficient.
Close enough. He holds up the paper to show her the missive written out in his nice—if overly ornate—penmanship, then sets it and the reed down.
"Any other errands for Her Majesty?" He's teasing. He doesn't really mind. It feels good to accomplish something useful, to have helped her in some small way even when he failed her in a much larger way.
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She's nearly about to tell him so — pain and exhaustion evaporating portions of her customary filter, so that she almost praises his penmanship. Her mouth opens, the secret is almost out, but then he asks any other errands for Her Majesty? and short-circuits the compliment completely.
"That'll do." For now goes unsaid. "Just — stay. For a bit."
As if she otherwise expects him to cut himself loose. As if she doesn't realize he's been keeping vigil this whole time.
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Verso works in silence for a few minutes, figuring that although she'd asked him to stay, it doesn't mean she has any interest in hearing him talk. She's probably tired. Half-conscious, still. Not enough blood flowing to her brain to tolerate whatever he has to say.
He does, however, eventually say, "There's a physician a few streets over. You should let him take a look at you."
Should, because he somehow doubts that she will.
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But eventually the angle of her neck starts to bother her. And with a grumble, she tilts her head in the opposite side as if trying to stretch out a knot. At the same time, she raises her left hand to press into a muscle just there, her posture clearly unaccustomed to half-lying and half-sitting. This motion only serves to remind her that her safehand glove is still caked with dried blood. It crusts and crumbles, and Jasnah sucks in a disgusted breath through her teeth.
So, that's why she's carefully working the glove off her hand when Verso mentions the surgeon. She glances back over at the same time as she's flexing her bare fingers. Remarkably clean, thanks to the glove — which she's laid crumpled in her lap for the time being.
"No," is her plain and simple answer. "If things take a turn for the worse? Maybe, yes. But if someone wants to finish the job, they'll be watching clinics closely."
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The surgeon could make a house call for a queen, he's sure, but that would involve admitting that she's a queen—which is another thing he's sure she won't be willing to do. He tables it for now; if she gets worse, she won't have the option to avoid the doctor, because he'll drag her there willingly or not.
There's another pause, silent save for the scribbling of his pencil. Then:
"Want me to wash your glove?" He needs to do his shirt, anyway.
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She supposes it would have been bloody for Elhokar. No one had wanted to tell her, of course, but she had eventually tracked down a witness statement from one of the Bridge Four Windrunners: the traitor Moash has stabbed a spear through the young king's chest once, and then repeatedly through an eye.
She turns her hands around, comparing the dirt on and under her right hand's fingernails to the relative pristine state of her left.
"—Hm?" Verso had asked her something. She waits a second, hoping an echoic memory might fill in the detail. Oh. "Yes. I'd appreciate it."
What a strange paradox it is! To feel a mild jolt of fascination — even at a time like this — because of how mundanely he treats being in the room with her ungloved safehand. Like, his boredom with the idea is half the appeal. Or maybe that's the blood loss talking.
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He notes the streaks of blood crusting on her skin, so when he heads into the kitchen area to use the sink—provided that sinks exist in Stormlight?? Help—he first wets a cloth and brings it back to her, holding it out.
"Here," he says, handing it to her. "To wash off with."
He absconds to the little kitchenette after that, soaking her glove and his shirt together. He could go back to the sitting room, but sitting casually shirtless near Jasnah while she doesn't even care to look seems like an ego blow that he's not prepared to handle at the moment. She could look now if she really wanted to, if she craned her neck just the right way, but he doesn't have to glance over to know that she isn't. After all, she'd seemed shockingly uninterested in his bathing.
"Jochi has a"—magic pen—"spanreed to contact you," he calls after a moment, thoughtful. Not only is he literate, but he converses with the queen. "He's a friend of yours?"
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"A friend?" she echoes, tone dry as she works through how to answer. "Something like it."
She shifts, just enough to brace herself against the back of the divan as she cleans the last of the blood from the inside of her right wrist. Her breaths are shallower now — but controlled. Deliberate. The discipline of someone who refuses to let her own body see her falter, even as it screams for her to slow down even now.
"Jochi is..." She pauses, searching for a word that doesn't imply weakness or affection. The word Veristitalian shouldn't mean anything to Verso, so she avoids it entirely. "A respected colleague. We wrote under the same master."
Another pass of the cloth down her forearm.
"He and I have exchanged arguments for a decade. Philosophy, political theory. He's corrected me when I deserved it. In return, I kept his secret that my sister-scholar was not a sister at all."
A beat. A soft decline of her gaze to the blood on the cloth. Jochi deserves better than being hauled into this mess. Arguably, inviting even Verso into the truth is a step too far.
Of course, what she describes is exactly, precisely, entirely a friend.
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"You mean you're pen pals."
She might try to dress it up academically, but he knows a friendship when he sees one. No one keeps up a purely scholarly correspondence for a decade. Even Jasnah.
"I get it." He rubs harder at the stain. "He's your Monoco." No elaboration there.
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