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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Your...things."

She repeats. Half-lost, half-suspicious. Yet again, she senses something amiss. Like a bridge that's just a few feet too short to cross the chasm. A slant; a hitch; a problem. She doesn't know where. Or how. All she'd done was explain to him that — as far as she's concerned — he is about the become the single most critical individual in her court. The one variable upon which she can rely. It's a massive ask. Too massive, maybe.

Maybe the responsibility is scaring him off.

Jasnah suddenly leans forward, elbows on the desk. Fingers tented at her chin, bare against sleeved.

"If your mind has changed..." That's okay. "Tell me."
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Jasnah watches him retreat into himself like armour hastily buckled into place. Too quick, too sharp. It bothers her more than she lets show.

"Verso," she deploys his name in two careful syllables, but without raising her voice. Just enough to stop him (she thinks) if he's going to be stopped. "As I said — it was my fault. I should apologize for not explaining..."

Jasnah sees the envelope. Properly, this time. Sitting like a sleeping chasmfiend on the corner of her desk. The outer paper is addressed in a very distinct script. One that makes her mouth go dry. Storms alight, she thinks in silence as she reaches — slow, so as not to betray her apprehension — for the letter.

She does a relatively fine job at asking, idly, as she works the paper out of the envelope.

"Who asked you to deliver this?"
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
And just like that, she looks tired. Tired beyond just the dark smudged under her eyes from sleeping less in two nights than she'd usually slept in one lazy afternoon on Jochi's divan. She really, really dreads what could have been so important that it had hauled Hoid back to this system. She was certain she wouldn't see him again. Not ever.

And, when she considers the predicament, she supposes she didn't see him. Bully for him — finally keeping a promise.

Jasnah unfolds the letter and scans it. Quick — one hand in the air to stall his departure, should he choose to obey it.

Thaidakar has noticed you again. Take care.

(Which earns a grumpy scoff and an idle hand at her side, kneading the healing skin that's already doing better with the surgeon's oversight. A little late on that one, Hoid. Thanks.)

On a completely unrelated note: the new man has some worrying literary opinions. You are very good at sharpening people, but you're less good at noticing when they're already raw. Be kinder.

That last part looks scribbled in. The ink is a wholly different colour. She refolds the letter with a sharp, crisp crease.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Kinder — in this case — proves to be its own mistake. She looks up and catches the restless energy in him, the careful, second attempt to excuse himself without quite saying it. And she relents. What is kind, she decides, is not insisting. What is kind is letting him go.

She still hasn't fully shaken the earlier remark about academic discussion — how it landed, how it lodged — and she knows herself well enough to recognize that she has nothing to offer him right now beyond a front-row seat to her pulling at her own hair while she tries to stitch diplomacy back into place with Kharbranth.

As if on cue, the spanreed blinks again at the corner of her desk. Patient. Unrelenting.

The adjustment will be difficult. For her, too. She has grown accustomed to him being there — right there. The quiet certainty of another presence in the room, a shadow breathing in time with her in the shared dark. The thought of sharing the darkness with no one leaves an unexpected hollow behind her ribs.

But she doesn't show it.

"Of course. Go," she says instead, measured and permissive, as though she is granting something rather than losing it.

It is better this way. The last two weeks were indulgence. Necessary, perhaps — but indulgence all the same. Distractions she cannot afford, now that the world has begun, once again, to demand her full attention.

So it's a full week of Coalition meetings, military strategy conferences, and dinners that follow. She leaves it to Verso to navigate how many he chooses to attend — two steps behind her and to the right — or not. When he is there, she seems to use him to break tension. Leaning on him to lead small-talk on the margins of these events. Twice, she invited him to play guitar over dinner with Queen Fen and her consort — provided he agreed. It's an awkward feeling-out of boundaries.

But it's that full week later, long long past when most of the tower, that she sends him a single spanreed message. Gambling that he'll be awake.

Meet me on the Cloudwalk. Bring the cards.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
The last few days have been wholly — exhaustingly — defined by three discussion points that refuse to stay confined to the coalition table. They spill into dinners, into corridor ambushes, into low-voiced sidebars in borrowed studies. First: serious doubts, now bordering on allegations, regarding Taravangian's loyalty to the coalition of monarchs. Second: a rare and time-sensitive opportunity to reclaim territory in Herdaz. Third — and most devastating — because of the first two, any attempt to reclaim Alethkar has been shelved indefinitely. Kholinar included.

If Verso has been paying attention during these long, grinding days, he'll already know how deeply that last point has lodged under her ribs. And if he hasn't? Then she likely reads as she always does in public now: distant, displeased, difficult to approach. It's possible he hasn't seen her smile since they returned to Urithiru. Other heads of state at the table could lapse into gentle ribbing and laughter, and she continues to stay stormy.

Even here, perched beside the sheer drop of the tower's outer wall, she is stern and preoccupied. Jasnah would have preferred to summon him to her study — except she'd found the desiccated husk of a strange cremling behind a shelf earlier that morning, and has since talked herself out of trusting even that space. Knowing what she knows about the Sleepless and their spy hoards. Her gaze flicks, now and again, to the periphery of where they sit. Watchful and wired thin. And likely too, too tired.

No one in the coalition knows there is something wrong with her Radiant powers. No one but the surgeon knows how much of her recovery has been accomplished under her own steam and without much stormlight. And no one but Ivory knows how stalled she feels — trapped at something that feels uncomfortably like her first Ideal.

Still, she makes herself focus. The decision to reach out to Verso at all had taken hours of internal argument. It was Ivory, finally, who'd broken her stalemate. Distraction is. Frustration is, he'd told her, irritatingly gentle. Lean on him. As you already have.

So Jasnah sits across from Verso now — immaculate, composed, hair pinned — and tries not to interrogate the simple, unsettling truth of why she wanted him here. Only that something has been missing. Something she wants back, even if she hasn't named it.

When he mentions redoing the cards, her mouth creases despite herself. The instinct to refine, to improve, is not a bad one. She shares it. And yet something in her tightens at the thought of replacing the familiar deck with something sturdier. Something unused.

She reaches across the table and, with two fingers, lifts the Jack of Spades from his hand. The corner is bent — a stubborn flaw from one night at Jochi's end table when they'd tried, unsuccessfully, to flatten it. Every game after that, they'd both known instantly whether the other held the Jack.

"If you do," she says quietly, "I'd like to keep this one."

The whole deck, really. Not just the card.
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Her brows crease. And her fingers tighten around nothing — a quick, thoughtless instinct to protect the deck from his half-threat. Jasnah's eyes drop to his hands, to the cards, to the practiced method he's developed for shuffling even with the thinner, flimsier paper. She's had a privileged seat to that progress. She remembers the first night they played — back on the ship — and how much trouble the notebook page cards had given him.

Then game by game he got better at shuffling them. Adjusting what must have been habit for a stiffer set to something gentler, more fluid, for these makeshift rectangles. Tonight, you'd never know they weren't exactly as they were meant to be.

Jasnah lifts the corners of her cards — noting in silence that despite the shuffling she got stuck with the identifiable jack all the same — and delays her choice.

"The work isn't shoddy."
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Rudimentary, then.

But Jasnah would classify them more like a start or a beginning. And then they grew into something else: an emotional root structure that held together whole nights. And when he's done with this deck, she'll keep it for herself. Lock it up with all the other nice things she doesn't let herself have.

"Why are they both still face down?" She points at his cards. She points at her cards. And she makes a fuss about something entirely unimportant because it's a release valve she desperately needs. "Surely, I can't choose whether to hit or stand without that point of data."

It's how he'd taught her to play. Originally. If this is some variation, she doesn't know it.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
It should really have ended there. She could have left well-enough alone, flipped her jack, and proceeded to play the game. As expected.

And. Well. Jasnah does flip her jack. And then, leaning forward, grabs another card to add to her hand — presumably choosing to hit.

But then she has to go and ask: "Did you forget or were you trying to cheat?"

No eye contact.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"For all I know, you could be awful at it."

Cheating. Only upon this fresh accusation — if it even can be called an accusation for Jasnah to think for a moment he mightn't be the cheating type — does she raise her attention and meet his eyes. Maybe the little spark of laughter eased something between her shoulders.

Jasnah doesn't dare hit again. So, sliding her fingers under her remaining cards, she flips them to reveal a sum total of sixteen. Oh. She's playing a cautious game.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Each day this week — in every council meeting and dinner-turned-negotiation — Jasnah has been the one to say aloud that they'll need to de-prioritize Alethkar in favour of other efforts. Especially if Dalinar insists on keeping his word to the Mink and sending reinforcements to Herdaz sooner rather than later. Coldly, callously, she has argued against a push on what ought to be Alethi territory because the numbers simply don't make sense.

Maybe it's hard not to read the characters on the cards like troop numbers. Lives, committed or not. It's making her feel risk averse.

Nevertheless, she taps the table.

"Again."
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Jasnah reveals her top card. A four — nothing to get excited about. And he manages to make his call before she even does the mental math. Of course, that makes her assume that he's got something good. Something high. A ten or a face.

And she's got — hmm. She does hit, frowns at her third card, but stands nevertheless.

"Go on, then," she gestures for him to reveal first.
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[personal profile] elsecall 2026-01-30 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
— Well, this is awkward. On the assumption that he'd already secured himself a lofty number, she's as good as given up after her third card. Jasnah eyes her hand, delaying a moment longer before splaying them out. Four, eight, three.

She also pulled fifteen.

"Is there such thing as a tiebreaker in vingt-un?"
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One-handed, she elides her cards together and gently lifts them from the table with the edge of her nail. Then — pinched between her index and middle fingers — she offers them back. Another stark difference between their time spent hiding out in Thaylen City and now: she's no longer enjoying the relative mobility afforded by a gloved safehand rather than a sleeved one. Still, she deftly makes do.

Tiebreaker goes to the queen. If only all stalemates could be solved so tidily.

"I don't know of many games that allow for draws," she comments. Tone dark.

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